Bittersweet

I had another wonderful weekend with Zach. He actually suprised me Thursday morning by calling me and telling me to look downstairs where he left a beautiful bouquet of roses on the front porch. He was supposed to come down Friday night, but came a day early totally suprising me :) I love the time I get to spend with him, though it always goes by too quickly. All to soon, we're saying goodbye yet again. I am ready for the time when I don't have to stand on the sidewalk waving goodbye as I watch the man I love drive away. Lately, I'm missing him all the time. Not just in waves, knowing that I'll see him again in a few weeks. But it's a constant feeling, a feeling that a part of me is truly missing. I'm so happy to have him in my life, even if this period in our relationship isn't so fun right now. Kinda bittersweet, I guess. I know I'll probably look back and smile at the way I got so excited to see him and the anticipation of spending the weekend with him. He understands me in a way no one else could. And the fact that he still loves me when sometimes I act completely crazy...yes, I can be completely irrational and emotional sometimes, hard to believe, I know! ;)

Things I am happy about:
I have started the final paper in one of my classes.
I have the next three days off to get homework, Christmas shopping, and other errands done.
Zach is going to be inducted in the Men's GVSU Waterpolo Hall of Fame! (I am so proud of you!)
I love my Maybelline lip gloss that's not all goopy like most are.
I have Bible study with the girls tonight. Makes me look foward to Wednesdays.
I bought the Winter candle from White Barn...thanks to Mrs. Heathman who got me ADDICTED
to this one. I think I have her to blame for the Pumpkin Spice one too! lol
I got to see my sister last week.

Things I am bummed about:
I haven't seen Vanessa in far too long! I need my bestie!
I have to write a final paper! lol
Not getting to see Zach this weekend.